All are random here.

Tidur dalam esak tangis sebab terlalu rindu dan tiada tempat mengadu. Tiada bahu untuk tabur air mata, tiada telingan yang mahu dengar suara.

Hanya mampu berbisik pada Tuhan, berdoa dipermudah segala, minta ditunjuk jalan yang benar.

Sakit pendam seorang, hanya pada Tuhan aku mohon bantuan & serah segalanya.

Nak nikah. Nak kawen. Nak sanding. Nak jadi pengantin.

17 Truths About Breakups

thelovewhisperer:

1. Despite what movies, television, and songs have preached for pretty much ever, the chances that you’ll get all of your possessions back are slim. Tiny. You will get some things back, but most of them are gone for good. Especially the intangible things.

2. Just because your crush has broken up with the person they were seeing doesn’t mean you’re automatically next in the queue. Try not to celebrate too hard.

3. Reality is more sobering than it is romantic. When you begin to think of your ex in hyperbolic terms, apply some perspective instead of getting swept away in some fantasy thought-prison.

4. Hooking up with someone after ending your relationship isn’t a rebound until you make it one.

5. Let’s admit that sometimes it feels insanely good to break into pieces when a relationship ends; almost as good as the regular sex you no longer have access to.

6. No matter what anyone tries to tell you, there is no correct amount of time to mourn a relationship. You can’t compare and contrast with your friends or Google, “when will it stop hurting :(” You’re going to feel bad about it until you don’t, end of story.

7. “This is hard on me, too” — thing no broken-up-with person is tryna hear.

8. It’s OK to stay in touch with your ex’s friends, but don’t be a freaking menace about it.

9. There is a difference between dating a stranger post-relationship and dating someone your ex knows/likes/hates. A big one. What you do with that information is up to you.

10. Waking up one day and feeling like you’re totally over it doesn’t mean you won’t relapse in the future. It’ll take more than a few mornings of waking up and feeling like you’re over it; it might actually take waking up without realizing there’s something to ‘get over.’ (This is an imperfect science I’m working with.)

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I miss my bestfriend :( #words #textgram #bestfriend #friends  (Taken with Instagram)

I miss my bestfriend :( #words #textgram #bestfriend #friends (Taken with Instagram)

Pilihan itu pada iman kita. #iman #books #wanita #muhasabah #renungan (Taken with Instagram)

Pilihan itu pada iman kita. #iman #books #wanita #muhasabah #renungan (Taken with Instagram)

The End. Goodnight world. #night #wish #malaysian  (Taken with Instagram)

The End. Goodnight world. #night #wish #malaysian (Taken with Instagram)

R.I.N.D.U.  (Taken with Instagram)

R.I.N.D.U. (Taken with Instagram)

Along, adik & me. Love till jannah. Hiks. #siblings #love #sister #brother #family #malaysian #tilljannah  (Taken with Instagram)

Along, adik & me. Love till jannah. Hiks. #siblings #love #sister #brother #family #malaysian #tilljannah (Taken with Instagram)

Padu

Lama tak membebel panjang. Biaslah bila kehidupan dibazirkan di twitter 24/7. Aku pun tak tahu apa mimpi aku rajin nak menaip lagi pada dinding tumblr ni. Rindu pada blog mungkin.

Hidup aku sekarang macam biasa. Setiap hari check emel, harap ada berita gembira, walau takat ni belum ada yang mengundang ria dalam jiwa. Sabar. Itu yang aku cakap pada diri sendiri.

Mulut orang? Ini tak payah nak dipersoalkan. Hobi dorang dok sibuk jaga tepi kain orang, cerita itu ini, jaja kisah bagai ada seleksi hits terkini. Bila kena batang hidung sendiri, barulah dorang diam. Aku malas nak layan spesis talam dua muka penyek cengini. Makin layan, makin dorang perangai jilaka. Jadi, kita abaikan & teruskan hidup kita macam biasa.

Tak banyak nak cerita sangat cuma keadaan diri aku ni hanya aku & Tuhan Maha Kuasa yang tahu. Dia Maha Mendengar. Aku pasti Dia dah sediakan sesuatu yang sangat indah jalan ceritanya buat aku. Cuma masa & ketika belum sampai. Mampu berdoa, mampu usaha, tanpa jemu.

Rasanya, elok aku berhenti mengadap fon. Kalau tak, sampai ke subuh aku begini. Selamat lena, mimpi indah (:

Belang the Genius. #belang #cats #cute #pets #malaysian  (Taken with Instagram)

Belang the Genius. #belang #cats #cute #pets #malaysian (Taken with Instagram)

Tam Tam Gangnam Style! #tamtam #cats #cute #pets #malaysian #gangnam  (Taken with Instagram)

Tam Tam Gangnam Style! #tamtam #cats #cute #pets #malaysian #gangnam (Taken with Instagram)

Lempeng kosong cicah dgn kari ikan tongkol. Extra sayur peria. Nikmatnya! #foods #foodporn #fish #curry #vege #malaysianfood  (Taken with Instagram)

Lempeng kosong cicah dgn kari ikan tongkol. Extra sayur peria. Nikmatnya! #foods #foodporn #fish #curry #vege #malaysianfood (Taken with Instagram)

Love. Mak & Apak. Ini baru love till jannah. #mom #dad #parents #love #family #tilljannah (Taken with Instagram)

Love. Mak & Apak. Ini baru love till jannah. #mom #dad #parents #love #family #tilljannah (Taken with Instagram)

Hai si gojes Milo Cornflakes. Yumms. #Nestle100 #raya #EidMubarak #foods #foodporn #cookies (Taken with Instagram)

Hai si gojes Milo Cornflakes. Yumms. #Nestle100 #raya #EidMubarak #foods #foodporn #cookies (Taken with Instagram)

Midin Belacan. Selamat sungkey! #foods #foodporn #vege #kuching #sarawak #malaysia #malaysianfoods (Taken with Instagram)

Midin Belacan. Selamat sungkey! #foods #foodporn #vege #kuching #sarawak #malaysia #malaysianfoods (Taken with Instagram)